I shouldnt care what a random stranger online thinks abt me, its whatever. Theyre an asshole anyways 

 I cannot. Be ina. Discord seever as an owner especiallyw ppl from edtwt n shtwt i cannot do it im scared of ppl form twitter but i cannot tell myrtle because. Its her sisters acc,, 

honestly atp this is just my private venting place now because i know none of my friends are on here,, plus the time that i vent is always when everyones offline so

my honest reaction when 2 of my friends r out oft heir religion but not me. imtired. Am i just a pussy??? Am i too far gone? I dunno. Im tired of pretending also but. Idk. I mean im not really pretending anymore i mean if they ask me if i want out ill say yes but. Will i ever go up to them and say it? Nope.

Weiting fanfic did not help whyyy whyyyy n no ones on i can vent to or seek comfort fromm im grgrgrggrrr

I eanna delete all my socials exceot fir thus n my duscord but ill miss everykne. Idk what to do. N i wanna block one of my friends bcuz of smthing they said about my other friend,,, but theyll hate themselves for it n i dint want them to idfk.

i feel anxious for some reason. Idk why

x faded girl my beloevd🥰🥰🥰🥰 me irl fr fr/silly
no but gen i wish she was actually a part of tptm.. i wanna see more of her….

i hate being alone w my thoughts

im hoping that everything will be ok. i know the worlds shit rn + my mental healths very bad rn but i just want it all to be okay in the end. i mean bad things will happen, whether they’re huge or small. but good things may happen during them or after. so even if everythings bad rn, im gonna try my best to keep going on even if its very hard. sure, i may relapse here n there but its ok as long as i dont go too far